I got a baby guinea pig yesterday but its sick. 
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I think I'm done with drinking. 
I don't know my limit of when to stop. 
I realized yesterday that if I would if had one more shot, I wouldn't have woken up. . 

12 shots of whisky , 2 shots of vodka and one shot of some banana flavored drink. in only a hour- to a hour and a half. 

Congrats Nicki. 

I love the pool hall.
And Jeremiah Caster. 


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If you EVER touch her again, I'll slit your throat.

You're a bastard.

I did a WHOLE LOT of thinking today.
Last night got fucked up really bad and I broke down.I cried... and cried. I fell asleep and woke up this morning with a smile on my face.

It was the first time in a LONG time I've cried... why I cried?Doesn't matter.
The fact is.

I love helping my friends.
I love knowing they can confide in me.
I love knowing they actually need me ...I'm wanted.

Which is why the old me is gonna start hanging around. The me who dropped EVERYTHING to talk to someone who needed my help.
It makes me smile.

Who needs guys??
I'm fine with just friends, which is what we are btw.
I'm not dating him.
I doubt I will date him.
and I'm happy to be his friend.

I'm willing to make friends with anyone who will take a chance to get to know me for me.
Which is why the old me needs to come back.Thats the me that put smiles on faces instead or tears.

I'm going to start focusing on my schoolwork, friends and family.
None of this boyfriend bullshit, I don't really need one.

All I've been doing lately is complaining and thats not really me.

Anyways, I don't know if anyone will read this, or is any of this makes sense, but it does to me and this entry is kind of a promise to myself that I'm gonna be me ... just me.

Okay so I spent the night over Nicki's the other day and I had a lot of fun. She lost someone dear to her and it's pretty much heart breaking.Mom asks me everyday how she's holding up and I just kinda sigh.She is strong.Stronger then I would be.When my "step grandma" died.. the only way I knew how to react was to laugh...so there I was in the church... cracking up. Good job.

I saw King Kong Friday with Kevin and Gabby.We all ended up kinda play fighting... he left bruises, I made him bleed.... I bite.

MIKE IS HOME FOR TWO WEEKS!!!! I got to see him and he's doing really well.. I miss him a lot.I hate the fact he has to go back to war stuff in that country. =\

I cut my hair... right below my shoulders.. layered kinda and I dyed it like a reddish/brown color again.I like it a lot when it's straightened other then that ... ew.
I also got my cartliage pierced.It didn't really hurt till later that night bit it's all good.It swelled a little but but I keep cleaning it and it's fine =)

( survey stolen from Nicki )

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1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song that is significant to me.
6. How old you are?
7. How long we've been friends?
8. And a hint to who you are.

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